Sweet Blasphemy

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One day Moses was walking in the mountains on his own when he saw a shepherd in the distance. The man was on his knees with his hands spread out to the sky, praying. Moses was delighted. But when he got closer, he was equally stunned to hear the shepherd’s prayer.
“Oh, my beloved God, I love Thee more than Thou can know. I will do anything for Thee, just the word. Even if Thou asked me to slaughter the fattest sheep in my flock in Thy name, I would do so without hesitation. Thou would roast it and put its tail fat in Thy rice to make it more tasty”

   Moses inched toward the shepherd, listening attentively.
    “Afterward I would wash Thy feet and clean Thine ears and pick Thy lice for Thee. That Is how much I love Thee.” Having heard enough, Moses interrupted he shepherd, yelling, “Stop, you ignorant man! What do you think you are doing? Do you think God ears rice? Do you think God has feet for you to wash? This is not prayer. It is sheer blasphemy”

     Dazed and ashamed the shepherd apologized repeatedly and promised to pray as decent people did. Moses taught him several prayers that afternoon. Then he went on his way, utterly pleased with himself.

   But that night Moses heard a voice. It was God’s.
“Oh, Moses, what have you done? You scolded that poor shepherd and failed to realize how dear he was to Me. He might not be saying the right things in the right way, but he was sincere. His heart was pure and his intentions good. I was pleased with him. His words might have been blasphemy to your ears, hut to Me they were Sweet Blasphemy.”

       Moses immediately understood his mistake. The next day, early in the morning, he went back to the mountains to see the shepherd. He found him praying again, except this time he was praying in the way he had been instructed. In his determination to get the prayer right, he was stammering, bereft of the excitement and passion of his earlier prayer. Regretting what had done to him. Moses patted the shepherd’s back and said: “My friend, I was wrong. please forgive me. Keep praying in your own way. That is more precious in God’s eyes.”

              The shepherd was astonished to hear this, but even deeper was his relief. Nevertheless, he did not want to go back to his old prayers. Neither did he abide by the formal prayers that Moses had taught him. He had now found a new way of communicating to God. Though satisfied and blessed in his naïve devotion, he was now past that stage—beyond his Sweet Blasphemy.

 

Manuscript from The Forty Rules of Love by Elif Shafak.

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